I hurt myself today, To see if I still feel. I focus on the pain. The only thing that's real. The needle tears a hole, The old familiar sting. Try to
I'm Losing ground Well you know how this world can beat you down And I'm Made of clay I fear I'm the only one who thinks this way [Spoken words
you had all of them on your side didn't you? you believe in all your lies didn't you? the ruiner's got a lot to prove he's got nothing to lose and now
this is the first day of my last days i built it up now i take it apart climbed up real high now fall down real far. no need for me to stay the last
slave screams he thinks he knows what he wants slave screams thinks he has something to say slave screams he hears but doesn't want to listen slave
You're so physical Reach your heart out to it Your heart out to it [Incomprehensible] I wanna date you maybe I wanna take you out I wanna wine and dine
gave up trying to figure out my head got lost along the way worn out from giving it up my soul i pissed it all away still stings these shattered nerves
I'm getting closer I'm getting closer I'm getting closer I'm getting closer All the time I'm getting closer I'm getting closer All the time I'm getting
you let me violate you you let me desecrate you you let me penetrate you you let me complicate you help me i broke apart my insides help me I've got
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There is a game I play Try to make myself okay Try so hard to make the pieces all fit Smash it apart Just for the fuck of it Bye bye ooh Got to get back
kinda like a cloud i was up way up in the sky and i was feeling some feelings you wouldn't believe sometimes i don't believe them myself and i decided
Give it to me Scream it Give it to me I can take it Give it to me I can take it Give it to me Make it stop Give it to me Give it to me I can take it
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Down in the park Where the machmen meet the machines And play `kill-by-numbers' Down in the park with a friend called `five' I was in a car crash Or
He sewed his eyes shut because he is afraid to see He tries to tell me what I put inside of me He's got the answers to ease my curiosity He dreamed a
Blank stare, disrepair, there's a big black hole Gonna eat me up someday, someday fades away Like a memory or a place that you'd rather be Some place