Haven't heard from you in days I'm spreading thin what I've got taped And I've come down from your highest ties Now what the hell am I supposed to say
Look at me and listen close So I can tell you, how I feel before I go Just a year, it's not much time For me to show you, I am proud that you are mine
We seem to have the world here in our hands It's smaller than we thought it was But now I understand, some of us survive, some will get torn If I lose
I made these wishes with you went coast to coast and we both felt so alive We traded safe for something, We just had to be, and we almost lost our minds
Do you remember when I said you where my only one? We were running underneath the California sun Well, now I look at you and you're still more than I
Get up, face this day Find some way to make the mean kids pay Playing it safe, it's your morals at stake You're a young man who's willing to wage war
The sun comes up and you are all over my mind You're in my brain before I can open my eyes As I go on without you, my heartbeat won't slow down I need
Are you there? Putting all the words together Painting your new masterpiece Ocean air carrying reminders Of that perfect pair we use to be Someday everything
Trembling, hold me now I'm torn between silence and violent expression Tired of believing everyone wants to care And cherish someone I'm so scared Of
Like a Saturday night I'll be gone Like a Saturday night I'll be gone Before you knew that I was there So you wrote it down I'm supposed to care Even
I am just another fool, and I have to, keep telling myself that I am just a hypocrit, and I have to, keep calling you one And I forgot to bite my tongue
I cannot hold this anymore My hands are tired of only waiting to let go And I am waiting still I used to know which way to turn You were a light inside
This is the deepest cut I, Think I have ever felt, These are the things I think but I will never tell. I'm trying to walk these bridges, Burning beneath
I lie in this empty bed With this aching head You left me here this morning Now I can't remember Why I let you in again To get under my skin And every
I can't keep this together And I might lose this year I can't get through December And you know all my fears Someplace, somewhere behind me I walked
I wanna love, I wanna leave I want you to love me I want you to leave me I wanna stand where I can see I'm watching you love me I'm watching you leaving
Said I'd moved on and I'd leave it alone But before I walk out there is something That I need you to know I got lost in a blink of an eye And I can never
Needed some time so I could find A little strength to redefine What I've become, what I have done I never asked to be the one I'm riding it out This