Lirieke: Strung Out. Another Day In Paradise. 14 Days.

my day begins with a sigh as i slowly feel awake. then it's off to work thinkin how much shit i have to take it's been two weeks since i've had a smile upon my face. i miss the days when all i know fits in it's place 14 days i killed myself alone, tried so hard to understand i'll never forgive you my world came crashing down as if i stood aside and watched all the monsters in my head control everything i feel i can see the door that traps me in this place i can see my way outta here but i just can't find the key.