Lirieke: Reconcile. July 20th. New Regrets.

I guess you know what it meant to me and all the times we shared. I wish they were back. how can I hold so tight to what I just turned down? fading memories won?t dissapear. it?s sticking to my heart like portraits of my past. it won?t let me go. time to face it I was wrong. but there?s no return from where I?ve been and there?s no way to erase the things I screwed up. and every night I stayed awake slave of my own thoughts won?t bring it back. I can?t let go. everytime that I walk through these doors, the same old doors, I see a ghost of what I should be. I?m scared to think I wasn?t strong enough and I turned around and I walked away from my dreams