Lirieke: Panic Room. Equilibrium. New State Of Confusion.

I am so empty inside
But I want to try
to believe in what I do ? sometimes
I think all?s turning out wrong
I?ve lost myself, I?ve lost my friends
to pursue a sense of happiness
that is not real
And wherever I go, it seems to me that I?m going down
I am a stranger in every town
There is no one I know
And I can?t find the way to go out
New state of confusion.
Why? All the things that I do
all seem not to be true
And I remain absorbed in this new state
paralyzed and still out of control, Insecure
every time that I find myself in front of things
that I don?t know
And wherever I go, it seems to me that I?m going down
I am a stranger in every town
There is no one I know
And I can?t find the way to go out
New state of confusion
Keep me in this unstable equilibrium of my life

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