Lirieke: My Ruin. A Prayer Under Pressure Of Violent Anguish. Heartsick.

Late night catechism speaks me to sleep
a lethal dose of narcissism conquers the beast
i can't remember how i got my last scar
the bible tells us jesus...
Was a rockstar

a prayer under pressure
of violent anguish
a prayer under pressure
of violent anguish...

Early mourning exorcisms keep me awake
seven stars surround me as i burn like a saint
i can't remember why my knees are so sore
the bible tells us mary...
Was a whore

a prayer under pressure
of violent anguish
a prayer under pressure
of violent anguish...

There once was a girl and she suffered from sickness
mouth was distorted from razor sharp kisses
tried to pretend it was all in her mind
but i know her voice...when i hear mine
god are you listening? I hear you in my room
as hot as the moon on the tenth day of june
there's no sleeping for me, i'm loosing my faith
love is not safe in a world filled with hate

heart sick
i'm sick
still sick
my heart is sick