Lirieke: Last Summer. Other. Took A Walk Outside Today.

Took a walk outside today
But it's not so pretty as it once was before
You broke your promise to me when you called to say goodbye
I'm afraid I won't be seeing you anymore
Are you being selfish?
Do you hate yourself?
Do you hate what life is all about?
I'm stuck here thinking if I'd done things differently it wouldn't have ended up like this
It's fucked how things don't always go the way you want them to
How people change and our lives go through changes
When you came to me and told me you were to leave
I didn't know what to say to you
I didn't want to take your dreams away and I know that you won't be coming back
We grew up together
Friends forever
So you left without a smile on your face
I feel like all the stars have fallen from the sky
I'll just close my eyes and think of all those times
I think about the things I could've said to you
But you're not around to listen to me