Lirieke: Gray Matter. Take It Back. Chutes And Ladders.

Just when I thought
That my truth erased confusion
That?s when I asked myself
What's real and what's illusion
I cant believe that when I close my eyes
All I want will come to me so
I?m gonna look inside myself
And see what I don?t want to see
I don?t know how things should be
I don?t know what you want from me
I can?t justify what you can?t see
Cause you can?t see inside of me
And I don?t want identity
All I want?s consistency
Just when I thought
That my truth erased confusion
That?s when I asked myself
What's real and what's illusion
They said life?s a game
All full of chutes and ladders
Then its not if I win
But how I play that matters right
I don?t know how this should be
I don?t know what you want from me
I can?t justify what you can?t see
Cause you can?t see inside of me
And I don?t want identity
All I want?s consistency
Open my eyes for the first time
And make my own decisions
Start feeling all I see
And feel emotion revision
And all above I just need some time
Between me and my heart
Between me and my mind
Some time to get things straight
Before I close my eyes and sead my fate