Lirieke: Bad Astronaut. Twelve Small Steps, One Giant Disappointment. The Thirteenth Step.

Here's a problem you won't soon escape.
Your identity forever changed.
Think of all the fools you could've been,
And how you played the fool to get a laugh.
And it's how you thought it'd be.
Gunned down by infancy.
They loved you once desperately.
They knew you'd grow to be devastating.